What should I do about you?

Tak sangka, dah enam tahun aku berkenalan dengan TS. Walaupun dah enam tahun, tapi banyak lagi tentang TS yang aku tak tahu. Sebab aku tak pernah tanya dan dia pun tak pernah bagitahu.

Dalam minggu ni kali pertama aku contact TS balik lepas kali terakhir aku contact dia bagitahu pasal convocation aku. Banyak benda yang aku nak tanya.

Do you have a girlfriend?
Do you know how I get your phone number?
Why you so nice, always try to talked to me during our training?
Did you has any feeling for me during that time?
Did you avoid me?
Why didn’t you pick my call and didn’t reply my sms?

I wish I can asked him that questions and I’m really craving for the honest answer. This three days I keep trying to contact him.

But, after last night I feel like !@#$%^.  And I’m think it back, what I’m going to do with the answers of the questions?

I think, I’m going to avoid him again like before. And this time maybe forever. Except when he called me first.

If I says I want to delete his number, that is useless because I remember it.